haha..yest tok to dear until 6 am...siao liaoz..haha....

oki...today woke up..prac piano..den makan...den bath..den go for piano lessons...as usual im late...den very goood...i fell down on da steps and sprained my leg..gd ritez...haha...den after piano gt break..so i went around for awhile...den went back bt was late..haha...aft theory lesson..i went to 7 eleven to get dear sumthin... den aft dat...walked back wif my stupit injured leg...den i was tokin to dear on da phone marz...den...very GOOOD again...fell down again while walkin down da overhead bridge..hit my tailbone..yeow..sucky manz.. juz my luck...den i tink i frightened dear...lolz...sorri...

aft dat...reached hm gave dear his food...den went home and lazed arnd..den tried to record da song for mr toh..haha...aft veri long...finalli recorded finish..den...sent to him..haha...its kinda sucky i feel..bt..haha..im no composer..haha...

oki..no im slckin here..sianz man...neck pain again...aiyo...cant tok to dear le...later parents scold..sumtimes arz..i realli wish i can tell dem straight bout dearz...bt dey wuld try to break us up...so i hafta keep it a secret..haiz...bt im so so tired...tired of tryin to hide...tired of havin to lie..i wish i dun haf to...i realli dun like dat feelin of livin in da fear of being discovered...dats partially why i broke up wif ed...too tired..im scared it wuld happen to me and dear..bt i noe hes tryin to make it easier for me..and i appreciate dat dearz..bt still inside of me i wish dat it doesnt hafta b dis way...anyway..neck realli pain le..i tink i'll stop writin...byye!!!

-DeB-(see..i always leave my name...nt like a certain SOMEONE..lolz..juz kiddin..)

Alone @ 6/24/2004 01:08:00 AM