heya...veri long nv rite..veri bz..stressed stressed..haiz..mainly of sch work and projects and stuff..den din haf time to write in detail..so nvm...

today is our 2 months anniversary..bt now..i'll hafta wait..for 3 yrs b4 i can official be wif my dear..i noe its hard for him than it is for me..im so sorri dear..its like depriving him of da love and care he deserved for like 3 yrs..dats a veri long time..so if he wanna find another galz..i truly wun mind and i wuld fully support him..

today deres choir..argz..i feel probably im nt up to the job after all..bt mr toh told me to be confident..bt how when dey wun even listen?i dun wanna scold dem..i dun believe dats the rite way..actually i find my dis SC post abit redundent ..i mean..we already haf one sc..why need another?for Sops SLs we already have 2..why need another sop to help?are we truly not strong enough to be independent..oneday i reaali realli hafta tok to da choir..about their attitudes and wat they wan from choir..da impression dat i haf now is dat we are goin around aimlessly..deres SYF...so wat?deres no aim..it seems dat all of us dunno wat we wan from choir..dats wat make choir get more and more boring..more and more aimless..maybe we are not good leaders..but we are learning..all of us are..including all non-com members..each day is a day to learn..each prac is a session to learn new stuff..and spent time wif ur frens..and haf fun..havent all of you forgotten mr toh's speech?do all of u realli need him to come back and gif another speech again b4 u guys wuld stand up on ur feets?

stressed...mental..

-deb-

Alone @ 7/07/2004 12:19:00 AM