today veri sian...was like so sleepy and tired...scraped thru classes..after sch stayed in class with kat and mel n sum others to cleanup da class...den 3 30 gt national day rehearsals...so went wif mel to eat..kat help hsien to decorate class...poor hsien...everything she do...how can do finish...

so den after eating...when to hall..den mrs tham say kat muz b here too..soo went to call her ...den we saw mr chng tryin to launch da rocket..i tink they were like pumping air to it...den mr chng said enuf le...den dey launch it..we were kinda expecting a big launch...den it ended up juz jumping up a little..lolz..one of da more funnier moments of today..i tink today my funny bone workin up..keep laughin..but now nt liao...

den went to perform..sian...no minus one cd..im gonna get it tml...we did kiinda badly..coz nv prepare...aiya...den aft dat watch da netball tournament..den dere gt big kat small kat,mel.joel and sum other guys...den watch watch..aiya!!we lose to RV..sian...nvm..den aft dat "quarelled" wif zhongci...culdnt help it...i was kinda hurt...coz he pang se me...when i like hao xin wanna help him...i sorta waited for him for 3 hours...haiz...and i actually blewed dear off coz of zc...i was like hurt and hurt...prob juz din care bout me lar..hope he'll be better to her.

den went to WM wif kat and mel...to look for cd..but in vain..den dey went home...bt i stayed...hopin to get a glimpse of dear..bt wishful thinkin on my part...after dat..settled in mac to eat my oreo mcflurry.cant help it...juz feelin so down and so..alone...but its okay...used to it...i like my own company..better than havin mani ppl arnd me but feelin dat im invisible..den went hm..return dear his bian dang..den went up...slack slack...till now...den went to return dear his mic...den slack and bath...den went online to wait for dear...but guess hes nt here...bz prob...anyway i goin off soon...den read some ppls blog...hate dis manz...evertime i read ppls blogs i'll b damn upset and moody...next time dun read le..aiyarz...sian...cant be wif him..nobody here..nobody saw me..looked but ignored...gd ting?i dunno..at least i wun get insulted...feelin no one is dere...i noe im nt exactly crazy..nt exactly a fun person...still...prob meant to be dis way?muz b in da genes...coz my sis too...haiz...missin u..cant b wif u..torturing u..torturing me..dun u wish u have nv started?

-deb

Alone @ 8/03/2004 11:12:00 PM