:~(...Feeling so sad...painful...this is wad i am feeling now...listening to xin ru dao ge - jacky cheung... Though Three Years Is Not a short period of time...but its the obstacle for dear and me to go through...I noe its gonna be a hard and slow time for us to go through...but i will prove to everyone...including myself and dear that..i am able to wait...i will endure everything just for dear...I noe its not very good for dear too cos she also have no choice but to do tis...i respect her deicision...i dun wan her to get scolding...i dun wan her to be so sad...i dun wan her to be depressed...all i want is her to be happy and to be wif her...out of all the GirlFriends i have i really love her the most...i Feel so comfortable wif her..and even though we are together for 2 months its like we together for already 20 years....the feeling is so good..when i am wif dear..but now i have to lose the feeling of being comfortable...BUT dear, if u are reading this... I just want u to noe that i will wait..i really will wait...although u might think its difficult and u dunno the future but i can tell my part of my future which is to be wif u and wait till i am officially ur laogong..i will wait till that day...dun feel so guilty or feel tat u are tieing me down ok? cos u are not..! remember the time when we are talking through the phone till 6 am? we promised each other that we will go to disney land together ...i will make that happen ! just trust me and urself that u can do it ok? dear..i really love u too much to not love u..so dun ask me to find other gals anymore ok? my heart is already occupied by u and no one else... Three years..though its not a short period of time i believe i can overcome this ...Really hope u can too...i noe u can..cos i trust u! Love will lead us the way...God will bless us...and i noe God will look after us..this is just a test from God..and i will prove to him that my feelings for u are real...

lastly, friends out there...please...take care of her for me can? in sch she wont eat...please help me to take care of her by asking her to eat ok? and remind her to do her homework early and not stay up in the night too late ok? Guys ...really need ur help to do this...Feel so useless..haha..cant do all this by myself...but guys, ur help is greatly appriciated.. :)

Dear...I LOVE YOU, WO AI NI! (¯`Waiting For You´¯)

Alone @ 8/01/2004 12:04:00 AM